A New Beginning?

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Shin sighed, and then knew he had to tell her.

"She's a ghost that is attached to me. Ever since i was young, even before i met you, she and i were the best of friends, then, on the day of our graduation she was...."

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"Killed?" she asked, glancing up at him.

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Shin nodded his head, before a tear streamed out of the corner of his right eye.

"She was raped and then hung as an act of racism..."

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"Oh..." she whispered, drawing away from him. "No wonder she's so attached to you."

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Shin nodded, whiping the tear from his eye.

"Look, Kei and I were all she had left, and she was in love with me, i couldn't do anything about it."

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"No wonder she hates me," Miia laughed weakly. "I'm nothing compared to her."

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Shin hugged her tightly, and kissed her gently.

"Your right, your nonthing compared to her, your all the more better."

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She looked away, shaking her head. "That wasn't what I meant."

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Shin raised an eyebro, confused.

"What did you mean?"

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She looked down at the floor, her hands dropping into her lap. "I deserve you a lot less...."

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Shin simply kissed her lips gently, and then kissed her again even more deeply.

"No, you deserve me just as much. You have my love, Utada dosen't."

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She kissed him back but said, "But what have I suffered at the hands of men? Nothing...."

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Shin hugged her gently, and leaned back against the couch, the cold wind snipping at his back, but he cared less.

"You have had to deal with me, you've suffered alot, trust me."

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She hugged him and rested her head on his chest. Taking a deep breath, she let it out slowly and said, "But I wasn't raped..."

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Shin placed his hand on her lips, and shook his head.

"You don't need to be raped to know what type of pain she has gone through."

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Miia kept looking down and said, "I doubt that...."

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Shin shook his head, and then hugged her tightly.

"Miia, you don't need to compare yourself to her... i love you, not her."

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She hugged him tightly and buried her face in his chest. Taking a shaky breath, she said, "I can't help it..."

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Shin then looked at the ceiling, and whispered in her ear.

"Then i don't deserve you Miia."

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She shook her head and sighed, "Look, a lot of girls like you... so its obvious that you're a great guy... me? almost no one likes me."

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Shin moved Miia off of his chest lightly, and slowly pulled off the bandage wrapped around his chest.

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She forced his hand away and rebandaged his chest. "Don't do that."

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He chuckled, and then gave her a soft look.

"See? You care this much about me. And you've seen my true side, everyone just likes me because of what they see on television, not because of who i truly am."

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She glanced up at him with sad eyes and sighed. "I care about you, but it doesn't mean I deserve you."

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Shin shook his head, and then thought for a while.

"Miia, i love Utada, but only to a short amount. While i love you as far as my love can reach. Finally, you have stuck by my side through thick and thin, no matter the situation."